My dear boy, how I miss your face. I am better now and not drinking – I know you would be happy about this. Your loss is killing me but I’m trying to be strong for you. We are all lost without you – I love you my baby, my baby boy, you will always be to me. I can barely write what I’m thinking, I can’t bear it anymore, please give me strength from above – please help me to grieve for you – I miss your face, your smile, your voice, your….