The headstone

The headstone

I don’t know whether it’s the weather or not, but everything is quite literally up the creek for me the last few days.. How on earth do I do this?  This is not the way it’s supposed to be…I should not be composing this, I can’t do it alone I have realised.  Since I have been out to his gravesite a number of things have happened.  First of all, my anxiety is through the roof!  I feel down and depressed….

Almost one year

Almost one year

It is killing me inside that soon we are marking the one year anniversary of my son’s death.  Just writing those words were difficult.  Time is an odd thing, sometimes feels like I saw him only last week but my subconscious knows that almost one year has passed…I had to stand at the grave site of my son.  It doesn’t seem possible that I have survived this. 

A new baby in the family

A new baby in the family

With the arrival of a new addition into the family feelings of nurture and protection surface and you want them to feel wanted, loved, protected and happy. You want to help them grow into successful and happy adults.  Powerful healing crystals to aid them through infancy and childhood are the beautiful…

Missing you

Missing you

The last few days I have been thinking about you more than usual.  Your absence is palpable.  Perhaps it is because we are about to welcome a new family member..The pain of one year without you is too much to bear.  What have I done for this year?  Nothing except mourn.  Mourn every single day, every minute, every second of every day…

Beeswax: Mother Nature’s gift

Beeswax: Mother Nature’s gift

Have you ever stopped to think about tea-light candles?  You probably aren’t aware, but they are made from paraffin wax, a highly toxic by product of petroleum refinement. Apart from being environmentally unfriendly, polluting air and waterways, they are also highly toxic to our lungs and therefore the air we breathe. Beeswax candles are the healthier alternative….they are natural negative ion generators, so when you burn a beeswax candle you are actually cleaning the air as opposed to polluting it.  Negative ionisation of the air actually makes you feel healthier.   Being Mother Nature’s natural air purifiers…

Garnet: the birthstone of my son, Adam

Garnet: the birthstone of my son, Adam

Garnets are said to light up the night and protect it’s wearer from nightmares.
Garnet reminds us that actions speak louder than words and this was a motto that Adam lived by..Setting the mood for relaxation perhaps with lighted beeswax candles, lie down in your sacred space, surrounded by the crystals you feel especially bonded to today.  Free your mind…