Your little brother

December 2017

Today Jude is in his end of year play.  He is the ‘captain’s assistant’ on a pirate ship.  Very excited for him. Adam, you would be so proud.  We miss you so much.  The abyss of grief widens, then narrows slightly, then widens again, at times seeming to swallow me up.  Sometimes though, I can breathe, and see and feel love.  It will never close, this gap.  There is a hole in my heart and soul indelibly, forever but one day love an sweet memories may narrow the chasm.  For now, it hurts too much and your loss is indescribably painful and at times, surreal.  I love you, my boy. My sweet, sweet boy

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