Grief on a sunny day

Grief does not blow with the wind

nor diffuse in the sunshine

It does not worsen in wild weather

It is just there

All the time

My son is missing from my life

Missing out on his little brother’s cricket today

Missing out on spending the day with his big brother and little brother

In gorgeous summer weather

Suspended mid air, just out of reach but oh so near to my heart

Confusing

Wild

Sorrowful

I miss my baby boy

Do you know that my darling son? I miss you

I can hear your voice so clearly in my minds ear

Saying ‘come on mum, it’ll be alright’ – it will be alright because you are up and around in all places, looking out for me and all of your family

I love you

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