The headstone

The headstone

I don’t know whether it’s the weather or not, but everything is quite literally up the creek for me the last few days.. How on earth do I do this?  This is not the way it’s supposed to be…I should not be composing this, I can’t do it alone I have realised.  Since I have been out to his gravesite a number of things have happened.  First of all, my anxiety is through the roof!  I feel down and depressed….